Kim Kardashian says she 'dies inside' when her kids ask her to play Kanye's music

Kim Kardashian got candid about her tumultuous divorce from Kanye West in the latest episode of The Kardashians.

The reality star wasn’t holding anything back in the season three premiere, which dropped last night (May 25).

While an emotional Kim seeks solace in mama bear Kris Jenner, she reveals how her ex’s erratic behavior has harmed her wellbeing.

"I spent my whole morning having an anxiety attack, I felt like I just couldn't breathe all day. You know when you're just on the verge of tears... that's how I felt all day,” she tells Kris.

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“He has made up the most insane narrative about you, and the tape, and we stay silent, we stay silent through all the lies,” she adds.

The mother of four shared how Ye constantly undermines Kim by bringing up her infamous 2007 sex tape with Ray J, to which she admits ‘all of his shenanigans is gonna be far more damaging to the kids one day than my tape’.

But she said it's difficult when her four children have such an attachment to their dad.

"I get in the car, and every day, the kids want to blast dad's music and I’m like, 'He's the best!' I put it on and we're singing along, and inside I'm dying because I will be his biggest cheerleader to them forever, and one day, when they can see for themselves, I'll answer whatever they want me to. It's a lot," she says.

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“And the one that was supposed to protect me - and still does interviews saying they will be my forever protector - is the one that's hurting me the most.”

In September, West made headlines for his explosive tirade against Kim, saying he wanted their children to be educated at his own Donda Academy to prevent them from making ‘sex tapes’.

West added: "Tell your Clinton friends to come get me. I’m here."

The rapper launched a slew of attacks on Kim’s former boyfriend, Pete Davidson, including the release of his song ‘Eazy’ featuring The Game, which depicted the comedian in cartoon form being abducted and thrown onto the back of a motorcycle.

Davidson is then buried with only his head poking out as Ye is seen throwing rose seedlings over the top, with flowers growing out of the 29-year-old’s head.

Charming.