Adult film star Julia Ann has opened up about why she ended up feeling 'scared' of shooting scenes with men.
The 52-year-old renowned adult film star has had a career in the industry spanning over 30 years, working with a plethora of other stars.
However, in recent years she's since resolved to no longer film scenes alongside any men, opening up about her reasons why in an interview with adult film photographer, producer and director Holly Randall on her Unfiltered podcast.
During the podcast, Ann explained she made the decision to stop filming with men 'on the heels of getting married' to her husband.
Ann continued: "Everybody was like, 'Oh it's because she got married.' No, no, no."
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She revealed the 'fact [she] got married' she used 'as a point to move forward'.
"I was like, you know, it's as good a time as any, because from our marriage forward it'll be almost symbolistic it'll just be us, right?" She continued. "But it really wasn't the reason because he never put that as a thing."
So, if it wasn't because of her marriage or partner that she ultimately resolved to not film sex scenes with other men, why did she?
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Well, the adult film star explained: "The reason why I stopped doing boy-girl was because, as a woman who was getting older and who hates the gym, I was finding that I couldn’t control where my fat was going in a scene with guys.
"This is my vain reality and no bulls**t. When you have sex with a girl - when I have sex with a girl - I can position myself, I can work it a certain way, I can be a little bit more, 'Oo, how you doing today?'
"But when a guy's behind you, it's just doink doink doink and stuff is just happening and I can feel it happening. And I'm like this is not happening again, right?"
Ann revealed she got to 'a point' where she felt 'so incredibly insecure' that she couldn't do it anymore and was 'scared' of what was happening.
Ann resolved: "Even if you're a thicker girl when you're younger or you work out let's just say, you still your body firmly moves differently. After menopause your body moves separate from itself. There's no one area that moves with the other area, like you go this way, it goes that way, it's like a ricochet effect.
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"It's uncool and none of you were gonna be allowed to use it against me for the rest of my life and that's what happened because I don't trust all of you to be kind to me as I age."
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