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Man with bipolar disorder opens up after thinking his 'ex-girlfriend was a terrorist' during psychotic episode

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Updated 17:57 13 Jun 2023 GMT+1Published 17:32 13 Jun 2023 GMT+1

Man with bipolar disorder opens up after thinking his 'ex-girlfriend was a terrorist' during psychotic episode

He believed she'd hired a hitman to kill him

Claire Reid

Claire Reid

A man believed his ex-partner was a terrorist who had hired a hitman after suffering from a psychotic breakdown.

Martin Waddilove, 38, saw his mental health spiral last year following a break-up with his partner, with his condition being so severe he had to be sectioned under the mental health act.

The dad-of-three, from Essex in the UK, told UNILAD: “I've had bi-polar for 20 years and I’ve managed it - I've had my ups and my downs but I’ve managed it. It wasn’t until last September, I was hospitalized. I went through a psychotic episode after a bad break-up.

“It was a number of things, it was the breakup, money problems, I was arguing with my mum. I wasn’t very well. All sorts of things were going through my head.”

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Martin Waddilove, 38, saw his mental health spiral last year.
St Andrew's Healthcare

Martin also missed his medication for three days due to a shortage of the drugs he needed in his local area.

Opening up about his experiences, he went on: “To me, It felt 100 percent real. I genuinely had it in my head, that my ex-partner had hired a hitman to kill me, that’s how bad I was. I thought she had hacked my emails. I thought she was going to kill my son. I thought my phone had been overtaken. I wasn’t sleeping at night.”

“I genuinely thought my work phone was a bomb - I took it outside into the middle of the road. My mum went to pick the phone up and I was screaming at her not to because I thought it was going to explode.”

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His erratic and unsafe behaviour eventually led to him being admitted to a Psychiatric Intensive Care Unit (PICU) at St Andrew’s, Essex.

The dad-of-three was hospitalized last year.
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Martin says he struggles to remember those first early days in the hospital, but does have ‘flashbacks’.

“I don’t remember all of it, if I’m being honest. But when I went to St Andrew’s they said I was so confused and paranoid.”

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To begin with, things were a bit rocky for Martin, he said: "I was very aggressive, and that's not me."

But as time went on - and his medication was amended - he began to calm down.

He went on: “I got on really well with the staff there - they started calling me their ‘golden boy’.

“I was opening up to them and the patients as well. I had a little group in there and I got really close to some of the other patients and I just found myself talking to people, keeping my mind off things.”

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After three months at the hospital, and undergoing intensive therapy as well as changes to his medication, Martin was released - just in time to spend Christmas with his kids.

Martin hopes to now help others in similar situations.
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Martin believes it was his kids, as well his strong network of family and friends, that helped him get back on his feet.

He said: “I’ve got keyrings with photos of my children and my family and I would look at those and think, ‘I need to get back out there, not just for my sake but for theirs as well’. That kept me going - knowing that I would get out there.”

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He has now decided to speak out about what he went through in the hopes of encouraging others to be more open about their own mental health struggles - he’s also signed up to work as a volunteer at St Andrew’s.

"I just want to help people,” he added. “And I know I can relate to what they're going through and what they've been through. If I could help just one person get through their recovery I'd be so happy."

Featured Image Credit: UNILAD/St Andrew's Healthcare

Topics: Mental Health, UK News

Claire Reid
Claire Reid

Claire is a journalist at UNILAD who, after dossing around for a few years, went to Liverpool John Moores University. She graduated with a degree in Journalism and a whole load of debt. When not writing words in exchange for money she is usually at home watching serial killer documentaries surrounded by cats.

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